there are two girls, lindsay and ashley, who i like. im not sure who i like more or what would happen if i said anything to either one of them.

lindsay has this thing with a guy named mark, a good friend of mine, and people say stuff about them getting together and im pretty sure they have without telling anyone, but it kills me to hear people say stuff about them or to see glances they give each other. i dont know what it is, im very close to her as a friend but cant seem to get her to notice me as anything more, i wish i could just say something but i dont have the curage. also i have to live with mark and lindsay next year and it would raise further complications no matter the outcome.

ashley has a completely different set of complications. she is single, but lives 100 miles away and doesnt come to ***** very often. this is because she is the friend of a friend, sally, and sally has dropped out of university and got a job in ^^ ^^^^^ where she lives. this removes any reason for ashley to visit and hinders any chance of romance. also if she were to come to ****** and something did happen 100 miles is quite far for a relationship to me and it wouldnt be convinient especcially since during holidays im a further 125 miles away in @@@@@@@@@.

if i had to choose right now id choose lindsay because of the great conection we have, we know each other more and the ability to have a proper courtship. however i dont know where to go from here. any and all input on the situation would be greatly appreciated. thanks